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  “At some point, you’re going to have to go to your ex-wife’s house and get Bella some more clothes. I have several sets of pj’s and outfits for daytime in the bag, but it’s really only enough for two days. I’ve had to do laundry twice. Plus, we don’t have any of her toys. Things that might make her happy.” She glanced around. “You’ll also need her high chair and crib and walker and swing.”

  “I don’t even know what half those things are.”

  She rose from the sofa. “That’s okay. That’s why I’m here. To help you get set up. What do you say we call your driver and go over to Bella’s mom’s house and get her high chair and crib, more of her clothes and all of her toys?”

  Matt stepped back as a sickening feeling gripped him. Go to Ginny’s, when she wasn’t there? Knowing she’d never be there again? Knowing he’d pushed her away? Reminding himself of everything he’d lost because he was cold, heartless and the one person who shouldn’t be raising her precious baby?

  No. Absolutely not.

  “I have a better idea. Why don’t we just order a new crib and high chair and whatever else she needs?”

  Claire laughed. “Why buy new when she already has them?”

  Only one of his eyebrows rose.

  “Oh, I get it. You’re one of those money-is-no-object people.”

  “And this is bad because...?”

  “It’s not bad. It’s just that it might comfort her to have some of her own things around her.”

  “If she’s been without them for four days, she’s probably forgotten them.” Guilt warred with pain as he turned to the desk. He knew Claire was right. Having her own things would comfort Bella. But he just couldn’t face going to that house. If he had to be strong for Bella, some concession had to be made for him.

  “It’s been a very long day. This time yesterday, I was in London. Today I’m here...with a baby. Let me get on the phone and make a few calls and buy a high chair and a crib. Tomorrow if she still needs her things, I’ll make a run for them.”

  She frowned, as if thinking, and Matt froze. He’d given his best argument. If she disagreed, if she pushed, he had no idea how he’d talk her out of going to Ginny’s. Because he couldn’t go. He absolutely couldn’t go.

  Before she could say anything, Bella grabbed Claire’s pearls, wrapped them around her chubby fist and stuck her fist into her mouth.

  Claire gasped. “Have you given her a bottle lately?”

  “I asked, but it didn’t stop her crying so I assumed she didn’t want it.”

  She groaned. “You don’t ask. You show her a bottle.” She walked over to the diaper bag, pulled out an empty bottle and kissed Bella’s shiny black hair. “Let’s go get you something to eat.”

  Matt raced after her. “I don’t have anything for her to eat.”

  “We’re just talking milk here.” She stopped, pivoted to face him. “Although we probably should feed her something before we give her a bottle.”

  “I told you. I don’t have—”

  She stopped him with a look. “Do you like oatmeal?”

  He grimaced. “No.”

  “Any cooked cereal at all?”

  “No.”

  She frowned and Matt’s heart sank. He was going to be a terrible father.

  “Pudding?”

  He brightened. “Yes! I love the little pudding cups. It’s a secret vice.”

  “A secret vice that’s coming in handy.” She turned to walk away, but stopped again. “Where is the kitchen?”

  He led the way down two halls, and after pushing through double swinging doors, they stood in his restaurant-size stainless-steel kitchen.

  “Let me guess. There’s a ballroom somewhere in this house.”

  “Not a ballroom,” he said, walking to the first refrigerator. “A party room.”

  But he stopped and looked around, suddenly seeing what Claire saw. The house was big and beautiful, but it was also cold and intimidating. A child could get lost in here. And feel alone. He did not want Bella to feel alone. He did not want her going through what he went through.

  Still, that was the whole point of getting a nanny. Though he might have to do more remodeling than just a nursery, the nanny would keep Bella busy, happy. As long as he didn’t get overwhelmed, he would work all this out.

  He pulled open the refrigerator door, reached inside and came out with two little pudding cups. “Chocolate or vanilla?”

  “Vanilla for now. Then one of us is going to have to go to a grocery store for real baby food.”

  “Or we could call.”

  “Call?”

  After getting a spoon from a handy drawer, he directed her to a little table at the far end of the room. “Have a seat.”

  She sat, settled Bella on her lap and took the pudding cup and spoon from his hands. Bella cooed and reached for it.

  As Claire popped the lid, he headed for the desk in the other corner of the kitchen and sat in front of the computer. With a few strokes on the keyboard, he said, “Ah.”

  She dipped the spoon into Bella’s pudding. “Ah?”

  “I found our grocer.” He made a few clicks on his cell phone and put it to his ear. “This is Matt Patterson. I need to place an order.” He waited for his call to be transferred. When someone answered, he said, “This is Matt Patterson. I have a six-month-old baby at my home. I’ll need some baby food.” He paused, giving the clerk a chance to write down what he’d said. “And some milk.” Another pause. “For delivery. Thank you.” Then he hung up.

  Sliding a spoon of pudding into Bella’s eager mouth, Claire said, “You didn’t even tell her what kind of baby food you wanted.”

  “She’s paid to know. It’s an upscale store.”

  Bella smacked her lips and grabbed Claire’s arm as if to direct her to give her another bite. Claire laughed. “She’s really hungry.”

  “I see that.” He ambled over to the table. “Hey, kid.” He crouched so he was eye level with Bella. “You like that?”

  She giggled. His first sense of relief in days flowed through him and he smiled. He might not know exactly what to do, but he did have enough money to hire people who did.

  He rose. “So diaper is taken care of. Food is handled. I guess it’s time we order that crib?”

  Bella screeched and slapped her chubby hands against the table. Claire quickly fed her more pudding, then she looked at him. “Yes. We should at least get a crib...and a high chair—oh, and a swing. And a baby monitor for while she’s napping. Once we go online and get item numbers—” She made a whirling motion with her hand. “Then you can call whoever it is you call for furniture and baby things and have them delivered.”

  “Sounds like a plan.” A good plan. A wonderful plan. His common sense would carry him through. There was nothing to worry about.

  Bella squealed happily, reinforcing his confidence, but a weird sensation tumbled through him. Sort of like he was forgetting something. But he couldn’t quite put his finger on it. Still, if it was important he would remember.

  He hoped.

  CHAPTER THREE

  AFTER only five minutes, Bella fell asleep on Claire’s arm.

  “I think we should go back to the den so we can lay her down while we look for the crib and high chair.”

  “I can do all this from my phone, if you don’t mind looking at this little screen together?”

  Their gazes caught. A picture popped into her brain. Them, huddled together, looking at his phone. Her heart would shiver. She’d probably get breathless. All because her hormones had a mind of their own.

  “I think the computer in the den is a better idea.”

  Carrying Bella, she followed him through two ornate rooms, both of which could have been formal living rooms, but at this point she was beginning to see her understanding of houses and architecture was incredibly limited.

  Walking to the den, she saw more crystal chandeliers, oriental rugs, hardwood floors and art—everything from paintings to sculptures, vases and blow
n glass—than she’d seen in her entire lifetime.

  She glanced around uneasily. “How do you live in here?”

  He opened the door and they walked into the overly neat den. “How do I live where?”

  “In a house that’s more like a showplace than a house.”

  “Because of rooms like this,” he said, passing the sofa, leading her to the desk with the computer.

  She frowned. If he considered this room to be normal, comfortable, he was in worse shape than she’d thought.

  He stopped suddenly. “You wanted to lay the baby down.”

  She pointed at the sofa still holding the blanket from the diaper change. “We just need another blanket to cover her.”

  He nodded and headed off. She sat on the sofa, Bella sleeping on her lap. Her little pink blouse and baby jeans snuggly fit her healthy body. Her fine, dark hair peaked in little tufts. Her black lashes sat on her cheeks.

  In her high school and early college daydreams, Claire had always seen herself as having her own baby by now. And a house. With a wonderful, loving husband who wouldn’t work all the time the way her father had. Somebody who’d be home for happy suppers and cozy nights with a storybook to read to their baby.

  She snorted a quiet laugh. Yet another reason not to be attracted to Matt Patterson. He might be more outgoing than her quiet, quiet father, but he was cut from the same cloth. Work was his sport of choice. Money was the way he kept score. That was probably why he’d so quickly changed his mind about a nanny. Ten minutes in the car with Bella and he’d probably seen how much caring for her would interfere with his life.

  Not that she was complaining. As nice as it would be for him to care for Bella himself, a clueless man needed a nanny. Still, it would be wonderful if he did get into the habit of spending a little time with Bella so she wouldn’t be as alone as Claire had been as a child.

  She swallowed back the lump of sadness and regret that clogged her throat. How she’d longed for a little of her dad’s time and attention after her mother died. The lonely days and nights she’d spent flashed to her mind. Nights when she and her businessman father “shared” dinner but didn’t speak. Nights when she’d yearned to be tucked in her bed and kissed on the forehead, but never was. Pouring cold cereal for herself for breakfast. Coming home to a quiet house with a maid who didn’t like children.

  Empathy for Bella rumbled through her. She hoped Matt Patterson wouldn’t be a cold, distant dad, but the odds were once he got a nanny he’d slip away. He’d only have contact with the baby when he absolutely needed to. Not because he was bad, but because he didn’t know how to be a dad.

  He walked into the room, carrying the blanket. “Here you go.”

  Claire laid Bella on the blanket already on the sofa. When Matt handed the second blanket to her, she opened it enough that it could easily cover the baby.

  “There.”

  “She’s okay there?”

  “We’ll watch her from the desk. But I think she’s fine.”

  “Okay.”

  With Bella sleeping soundly on the sofa, Matt led Claire to the computer and took the seat in front of it. She stood looking at the screen over his shoulder.

  But soon tiredness set in. She’d left the office at four. The drive to Matt’s estate had been at least an hour. They’d probably spent another hour changing Bella, feeding her, ordering her food. This on top of a full day’s work—and a night of walking the floor with a baby who missed her mom.

  She eased her hip to the desk, but Matt’s gaze slid over to her rounded bottom. Tingles of awareness floated through her, along with a complication. All this time she’d thought she was just attracted to him.... What if he was attracted to her, too?

  He probably wasn’t, but just in case, she slid off again.

  It wasn’t long before her legs pulled at her. She’d been in heels for over ten hours. She eyed his chair longingly, then her gaze caught the sturdy leather arm. Thickly padded and wide, it could accommodate her weight.

  Plus, he’d really have to twist and turn to see her butt, her legs, any part of her, because she wouldn’t be beside him. She’d be slightly behind him.

  Casually, carefully, she eased herself onto the chair’s arm. Her feet sighed with relief.

  Then her arm brushed his soft silk shirt, she smelled the masculine scent of his shampoo and tingles of electricity shot straight to her middle.

  She almost groaned.

  He faced her and their gazes connected. Looking into his pretty green eyes made her breathless—but also suddenly curious. He was gorgeous, yet not taken. He had money enough to attract any woman he wanted, yet he lived alone—

  Of course, his bossiness probably turned most women off.

  So why wasn’t it working for her?

  They found the product numbers for a crib, high chair, baby monitor and swing. She eased herself from his chair and sat on the sofa, by Bella, as he made a few calls.

  Bella began to cry, so she lifted her to her lap. The baby rubbed her tired eyes, clearly feeling the effects of four sleepless nights.

  When Matt hung up the phone, Claire said, “So how long until we get the crib?”

  “An hour at most.”

  That surprised her so much she smiled. He was quite the optimist. “Really?”

  He rose and headed for the door. “Yes. Give me ten minutes to talk to Jimmy.”

  “Jimmy?”

  “My driver. He’ll be the one assembling everything...since I assume cribs and high chairs don’t come assembled.”

  “Probably not.”

  “Then give me ten minutes to bribe him into helping me.”

  She laughed, but caught herself, not sure if he’d meant that as a joke. Could stiff and formal Matt Patterson know how to joke?

  But Matt wasn’t back in ten minutes. In fact, he didn’t return to the den for over an hour. Bella had once again fallen asleep in Claire’s arms, so Claire put her head back and drifted off.

  When Matt popped his head into the den saying, “Delivery truck is here. Jimmy and I will handle this,” she bounced up, not sure if she was more embarrassed that she’d fallen asleep or that he’d caught her.

  So she didn’t immediately go out to the foyer to see what was going on. Instead, she reminded herself that she was only here a few more minutes. They’d put together the crib and lay the baby down—then she’d help him with the call to the nanny service and be gone.

  No reason to be embarrassed that she’d fallen asleep. No reason to be bothered about an attraction. In twenty minutes, she’d get in her car, drive off his property and never see him again.

  Or Bella.

  Her heart constricted at the thought, but she knew that was life. People came and went. Attachments hurt.

  She hoisted herself from the sofa and headed out to the hall. When she reached the foyer, it suddenly struck her that she had no idea where he had gone. He’d said he was going with Jimmy to assemble the crib. Which probably meant he was in a bedroom. She glanced around, guessing there could be as many as fifteen bedrooms in this house.

  Before she took the thought any further, Matt appeared at the top of the stairway. “Crib’s assembled. But we forgot to order sheets.”

  “Did you notice any flat sheets in the linen closet you found?”

  “Yes.”

  “We’ll just use one of those. Tomorrow you can order crib sheets.”

  “Sounds like a plan.”

  She carried Bella up the stairs. At the top, Matt pointed down the hall. “This way.”

  He guided her down two corridors and stopped at a set of double doors. Rich with grain that came through the red mahogany stain, they gleamed at her. He took both knobs, opened the doors and walked inside.

  Claire stood on the threshold, her mouth gaping. A huge bed sat on a pedestal in the back of the room, near a bank of windows covered in elegant drapes that looked to be silk. What seemed like half a football field of space sat between the door and the bed, and in that space
were a fireplace, white shag area rugs and two club chairs in front of a big-screen TV.

  But that was it. The place was so open that gleaming hardwood floors dominated the room.

  “This is your nursery?”

  “I don’t have a nursery, remember? This is my bedroom.”

  “Your bedroom.”

  “She’s going to cry and get up in the middle of the night, isn’t she?”

  “Yes. But I assumed you’d have the nanny get up with her.”

  “Not tonight. It feels too much like I’ll be abandoning her. That’s why I put her crib—” he pointed at an open door to the right “—in there.”

  “You put her in a closet?”

  He snorted a laugh. “No. That’s an empty room beside mine. I was going to put an office in there but changed my mind. So it will come in handy tonight. With the door open, she’ll be close enough that I’ll hear her cry and she won’t feel alone.”

  Gratitude tugged on her heart. She didn’t know why this man so easily empathized with Bella’s situation, but she was glad he did. Still—

  “Do you know what to do when she gets up?”

  “Change her diaper and give her a bottle.” He headed out of the room. A few minutes later he came back with a flat sheet and walked through the open door into the room beside his. “I watched what you did with the diaper. It didn’t seem like rocket science and neither does getting her a bottle.”

  “I just don’t see you walking the floor.” She glanced around and took in all the...space. She swore she could fit her condo in the front of his bedroom. “Though there’s plenty of floor to walk a baby in here.” She glanced around again and finally followed him into the room where the newly assembled crib stood. “My God. Your room is huge. Like a high school gymnasium with better furniture.”

  “It’s adequate.” He arranged the sheet on the mattress in the crib.

  “It’s empty.”

  “I don’t have any need for more than a bed, a few chairs and a TV.”

  Seeing no point to arguing his personal choices, she laid the baby in the crib. “Whatever. But you still have to consider the hours you’ll be spending walking the floor when Bella cries.”